...that doesn't mean I want to move in.
So lately I have been taking a few hard walks on the wild side and even though I have had some fun it is not my ultimate goal in life to move over to the dark side and stay there.
I have long believed that my darker side has always been well balanced by my more mainstream, follow the rules clean cut school teacher side.
Anyway, with this said, I have had a person in my life who may have worn out their welcome simply because they are pushing me to live in the dark which quite frankly is not my thing. This same person had suggested that I quit teaching where I am happier than I have ever been to chase after the almighty dollar. Like I freaking teach because I want to get rich LOL. That is freaking hilarious. This person has no idea how important my job is to me or the commitment I feel to those children. So they are being pushed to the back burner. Either they accept me how I am (since I can accept him and his faults) pr get his ass to steppin'.
I still talk to the personal trainer and he is currently our of the country until the end of the month. He has even wanted to move in with me and be my room mate. Can you say bad idea?? I told him no. Who knows where that is really going but I do know that I still enjoy the little time he and I spend together. Hell, maybe with putting the one person on the back burner will allow more time for me to decide where I want things to go with the trainer.
Okay...it is late...I need to sleep. Will catch you all up on more soon.
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It concerns me when you say, "if" in anything. Stick a fork in him, Grey. He is and should remain a distant memory.
And can I say, again, "HELL NO" to the trainer moving in? ;)
And changet that goddamn freaky picture with your profile. It gives me nightmares! ;)
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